New York City
New York City is truly beautiful in the morning. It’s a time when the city stirs from its hangover, starts to rouse into activity. I stayed up all night watching old re-runs of Sex In The City, and just when the sun began to peek, I climbed out onto my fire escape to watch the light come on.
It’s the first time I’m out on the fire escape in my apartment. Watching my street begin to people, the spring air coming to life, I immediately fall in love with the city again. The promise of morning is intoxicating. It’s the time of day when life begins again. The night is put away. How amazing that we can live to see another sun rise, to be given a chance to start anew, an opportunity to see ourselves in a new light.
Somewhere in the distance, I hear impatient cars in traffic. A man in a suit walks under me. Across the street, an old woman drags her labrador from the fire hydrant. The garbage truck is on its way. I love New York!
Cigarette in hand, I can’t help but think how much my life has changed. In these past few years, the city has watched me grow from a shy, earnest young boy from Singapore into a sassy, confident young man. It split open my core and insisted I challenge what I thought I knew. It gave me my one great love, and a home to call our own.
Above all, in the mess of living, it gave me my voice. The voice I know to be unflinchingly honest, important, and true.
That’s the beauty of New York City. In its daily cacophony, we all strive a little harder to locate that one voice within us we know to be ours. Knowing who you are, what you stand for - it’s what gives us strength and hope. So no matter what the night brings, we can still wake in the morning believing in the promise of tomorrow.
June 12th, 2007 at 9:31 am
Yen
Sitting here drowning in my own grief of losing my father (56) to melanoma, I am touched by your words. I believe that both Jesse (Rusty) and my Dad would not want us to lose ourselves in darkness (as easy as that is at times) but to see the new day. I must keep reminding myself of that.
Thank you for sharing yourself and Jesse with us.
Kristy (Kris on MPIP)
June 12th, 2007 at 9:44 am
Good morning.
June 12th, 2007 at 10:04 am
this is beautiful.
take care, ya?
(my new email is with this post. do drop me a note now and then to say how you are doing)
June 12th, 2007 at 8:38 pm
I love New Yawk…An ‘apple a day…Just can’t beat the feeling…
June 13th, 2007 at 11:52 am
Awesome, Awesome!
Peace
June 13th, 2007 at 1:46 pm
So, so true. And so well said. I wonder sometimes what keeps me here, and I think you just summed it up.
I hear hope in your voice and see a little smile on your face…that makes me happy.
June 13th, 2007 at 10:02 pm
Like Helen, I see hope in your words and that makes me very happy as well.
You are always in my thoughts, Yen. Always.
Hugs,
Laurie
June 15th, 2007 at 12:24 pm
Take care my friend.
June 25th, 2007 at 1:06 am
So no matter what the night brings, we can still wake in the morning believing in the promise of tomorrow….
That my friend, is a sentence of incredible power …
(HUGE bear hug) …b
August 18th, 2007 at 11:46 am
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